Music when the lights go out

I feel... well, let's just say I'm not at my best.
I hate music showbusiness even in its lowest form (that's the one I'm in contact with, generally). Since I am no longer an active musician and I don't see it coming in a looong time, it has just lost a big part of attractiveness it had for me. The worse thing is this ruins my personal life... you see... I am not really excited about hearing of my ex-band and pretty much anything that has something to do with it, on the other hand am not very sure if all I say is interesting for the other side.
I wish Karin or me were a guy.

And on top of it all I didn't get the Road Side Mary promos I've requested for my artwork, nobody wrote me a single letter back for my friday night report and I am probably getting no proper evening dress for our maturita ball, cause they're so fu**ing expensive. I can't risk having some improperly done one, to avoid even the tiniest faux-pas during waltz with mr. Růžička. Of whom I've dreamt tonight - we were at some kind of country trip... on running skis.... but the important fact was... he had his BOYFRIEND with him. Oh please no more dreams like that, please, please.

Jesus! I am SO GOOD!

I can't believe my left hand created this!

I'm such a bloody genius.

call THE POLICE!

I'm having Sting in my heeeeaaad.

Young teacher, the subject
Of schoolgirl fantasy
She wants him so badly
Knows what she wants to be
Inside her there's longing
This girl's an open page
Book marking - she's so close now
This girl is half his age

One has to have at least SOME motivation to show up at school even when the planets aren't in the specific studying constellation (which is every other day, basically).

Like poetry, lyrics mean so much more when you can relate to them, so writing the ultimate words for a song is an impossible thing.

I am electro boooy...

...I am electro giiirl.

It seems like I've found the last bit for my new band. She's young so probably still pretty formative, but there's nothing to form really, cause she likes I AM X and RiD, so no problem.
We're going to that I AM X gig together, I am expecting some MAJOR EXPERIENCE.

Still not having a proper electro pseudonym. Shoot.

Four strings do fit me well indeed

After I found out Karin is UNABLE to stop playing CHORDS ON BASS (great Thunderbird it was, but that didn't help at all), I have started to assume that she would be better as a keyboard player.

From that moment I am pretty over-enthusiastic about creating an electropop trio.

Girl electronica trio sounds too much like Robots in Disguise though.

Today I've cried while watching this music vid. It's just as directly and immediately moving as Brightside, with the difference that this one is SAD in advance!

Heeey...

Is there any possibility that any of you guys would go see I AM X with me?
The last tickets are for sale and I would really go if I just had someone to let the party started.

Chris Corner is sex on two legs. Me likes his queer voice (I don't like all types of queer voices though, if you know what I mean).


White suit with snowy cowboy boots!

After this particular party I almost died

Ok, more like this weekend.

On saturday I agreed to help out with some painting business in the Bordo club (I can hear Vondráček saying "you do it only 'cause you like Jiří anyways!"), climbing ladders, absorbing my "boss"'s choleric explosions (because the wall looked better BEFORE!) , being called "really skilful" (which asociates with other activities in MY FILTHY BRAIN). I am posting a little pic of the Road Side Mary's monster ->

Sunday was our "riding our butts off" cycling adventure w/ Karin, it really fulfilled my expectations, if I only wasn't so damn DEAD t'day.


The village of Cvrčovice... oh wait.. . a bird reservation, maybe. Just ask Karin.


Our great guidebook .D Cycling with children.


By the way, had the song "I wanna be there (when you come)" by the Stone Roses in my head all the way and I wonder... are the lyrics about... ahem.. u know, I was lazy to look up the rest, but the refrain sounds... a tiny bit sexual.

Welcome to the WORLD OF TOMORROW!

Or, just welcome to the world of ADULTS, Soc! (You are much more of an adult than me though)

So, yesterday we've celebrated at La Bodeguita (I was told you get better mojito only on Cuba) with Soc and her schoolmates with which I'm getting pretty familiar already. I actually tend to think of English College students kinda stereotypically, but this, this is like "a finest selection".

For some mysterious reasons I've had an urge to write a msg to one my long-time-no-see "friend", who called me back, and I wasn't really prepared for that situation, so Soc took the call and guess what, he didn't even recognise he's talking to a different person. Well, like I've said, long time no see. It's just that she obviously talked him into a date today, which I will have to ignore/postpone (although that would take a looong time then)/cancel.
SHE'S A MONSTER.

Envy!

After a month of painful waiting, my badges are here!

Formed a band, we formed a band

Getting an NME ad in the "form a band" band service wouldn't make much sense though.

Anyway.

I am seeking a KEYBOARD PLAYER with a thing for indie poprock, Kaiser Chiefs, Razorlight, Fratellis etc., doesn't have to be creative, cause we're gonna be just a band of filthy musical criminals.

Then, is there any electroacoustic/electric VIOLINIST? For an Arcade Fir-ish high school band. Some other posts also available. Drums and guitar probably taken though.

Last, a long time forgotten project Fat Bottomed Girls would love to find a girl-Freddie or girl-John Deacon. Basically, any singing or bassing Queen fan.

Oh, that was pretty quick.

They've actually begun seeking new drummer before I've had said I'm quitting.
That's kinda jolly.

Cannot really say I feel fine, omnipresent breakup feeling, that popular ambivalence I'm so alone-I'm so free, stalks me.

supermarket jesus comes with smiles and lies.

It does not have to be so good when things become great every time.

I don't think I am getting over it this time.

when the joys of living just leave you cold
frozen from the failing mess you made your own

I feel pretty messed up - first I thought leaving the band would take my meaning away, but now, as the school started, I would pretty much appreciate some extra time for all the seminary works and maturitas and university exams, duh.
But wasting time with people who just don't see any of your effort useful, sadly, that makes you feel awful. It just doesn't work out.

if i have to switch the lights off
i wanna switch them off with you