The Impropers

Sněmovna. Už zase. Asi už navěky.

2009-09-11T01:49:00.000-07:00

Události poslední doby mi nedávají na vybranou. Už třetí den sedím v novinářském atriu, kde se NIKDY NIC NEDĚJE. No dobrá. Někdy něco málo - ale když jste nuceni tu sedět osm hodin v kuse a jediné, co se stane, je jedna desetiminutová tiskovka zelených, která pokud možno vaši šéfovou ani trochu nezajímá, tak je to trochu frustrující. Možná i proto, že nedělám nic a ještě mi platí. (To že jsem řekla?)

Hlavní postřehy:

1) Prodávají tu rohlíky, které velmi připomínají školní svačiny na základce - pročež celé atrium působí jako velká čtvercová architektonicky vymakaná třída dětí, které stejně jen 90% času paří na noteboocích nebo sedí na facebooku.

2) Na zasedání chodí většinou tak pět lidí. Mojí pozornost pak získá přenos jen v případě zaznění slov typu "nmáte splachovací záchod?" (poslankyně Orgoníková 9/9/09)

3) Ondřej Liška je rajcovní.

Na dnešek mám naspány úctyhodné 4 hodiny. Začíná mě bolet hlava. Long Island Ice tea má ale tu výhodu, že s čímkoli ho mícháte, můžete vlastně tvrdit, že nemícháte. Technicky vzato. Jdu si koupit rohlík.

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2008-10-25T11:11:00.001-07:00

I have to admit I have already thought about what song lyrics /cause I lack any originality or creativity/ should I post here when the thing which has just happened happens.

When the sun got big
And the lights went down
We used to share a drink
And let the demons out

We let the good times rock
We let the bad times roll
We used to laugh a lot
You had a lot of soul

Old friends in better times
Old friend of mine

When the going got hard
When times were tough
We had our backs to the wall
You used to strut your stuff

With a head held high
And a heart so big
One fist to the sky
To shake a leg

Old friends in better times ...

Even though, even though we miss you now
Look forward, don't look back
We'll get by somehow

Old friend of mine ...

And so I raise my glass
In a last goodbye
Leave in peace, old friend
For me you'll never die

The best thing I can say
After all this time
You were a real friend of mine
Old friends in better times ...

/Roger Taylor - Old Friends/

Two weeks at school and I already feel like.. not going there

2008-10-17T12:23:00.000-07:00

Duh. I am the queen of slackers, baroness of procrastinators and such. And I signed up for too many lessons. Gonna cut that down a little next semester. And go to Iceland.

Do you think you can bring pets to funerals? It seems now that Robin the almost 3-years old rat is going to live out our grandpa. And it's a sure thing grandpa always was these little creatures' best brother in crime.
Wow. I always thought confrontation with death wouldn't touch me like that. I guess if it was a done thing it would be better.

Btw I still want to have Highway to Hell played on my funeral. OR - Sympathy for the Devil. That would be epic. OR- Space Oddity.

Though I'm past one hundred thousand miles
I'm feeling very still
And I think my spaceship knows which way to go

Everyone who reads this is responsible for making my wishes true.

Talkin' 'bout ma' Generation

2008-10-01T13:26:00.000-07:00

Something in the back of my head tells me that my attitute as far as males are concerned is somewhat too "natural" and not enough "civilized". Screw that /literally/.

Just got back from the four-day-ofs-socially-rich-activities-(and-alcohol) that the students of 2nd year of MKPR organized for the bunch of greens who had the luck to get to the "most prestigious school of them all". /popular joke, aint it/
First, thanks.
I would kill myself having to cope with such a gang of over-individualistic intellectuals.

But back to the first paragraph.
The boys. I dunno whether I can blame my rollecoaster hormone levels, but I could not help myself. It seems that IQ is sexy after all.

CHASE is the most metrosexual guy I have ever talked to for longer than a minute, who praises the men's line of L'Oreal facial care and if there wasnt for his every-morning urge to gel his hair up into that renowned parody of mohawk hairdo, he would actually really look like Chase from House MD.
MÍŠA is one of those guys you have to like, just because they seem to like you too - in the most innocent way. He looks like he cares and listens, and has a girlfriend, so its all pretty safe when it comes to any contact.
JONÁŠ is obnoxiously perfect, if you know what I mean. Clever, witty, nice, gorgeous, stylish and smiles even with a sprained ankle. Wow. With cca 8 girls twirling around him at all times and all places, you have basically no chance
to talk to him without feeling like "omg, now I have got 5 minutes to show him I am better than all those other gals!". I think Sandy has a little crush on him, but once again, who doesn't.
MÍRA himself was pretty charmed by Jonáš. Apart from that /lol/ he's a very "friendly" guy. Or, a guy who likes to have girl friends. Not girlfriends. I actually have problems with such blokes for I don't believe in inter-sexual friendships. I like his eyes.
PRÁVNÍK is 4 years older than my average classmate and you CAN notice. Still, he rocks on the dancefloor. Pretty much like..
PAN OBŘÍZKA, who /I bet you can already tell/ is a person who doesn't really possess the art of stopping talking when it comes to
information you didn't need to hear.

Je to nedostatečný

2008-07-07T11:16:00.000-07:00

Používat cizí jazyk, ne? Jakože - řeknete, co chcete, ale kde je ten slastnej pocit, že jste se vyřvali? Nebo jistota, že každému dojde vaše hlubokomyslné filozofické sdělení?

Takže se mi teď chvíli nechce psát mým seknd lengvidžem, ale ne proto, že mi došlo, že vypadám jako nějakej namyšlenej anglofil, ale proto, že rodnej jazyk máte /většina z vás/ prostě jen jeden. Já taky.

Ostatně jestli se mi podaří zprovoznit vlastní stránky, možná se na ně komplet přestěhuju, a tam bych ráda měla místo pro svoje slovní průjmy.

No.
Rock for People. Určitě skvělej zážitek kterej jen tak z hlavy nedostanu, i když mi prej "ztratili formulář k akreditaci". Tatabojs a Massive Attack udělali nejlepší show a Kaiser Chiefs.. Kaiser Chiefs jsou, jak říká můj velmi blízký přítel a budoucí manžel Jirka, přece taky jenom lidi. No fakt. Už to nejsou ty sexy kluci z plakátu, už to je jen banda úplně normálních anglánů. Teda samozřejmě hlavně Nick je pořád mistr popu /i když Vondráček prohodil něco o vagónu plnym brambor/ a neodpustila jsem si sáhnout na Rickyho zpocenou mokrou britskobledou paži. Taky jsem přehodnotila svůj fangirl žebříček sympatií, protože bylo příliš zjevné, že Ricky
má klasicky zpěvákovskou attitude, takže teď tajně po nocích kreslím portréty Peanuta. Ale
jakože jen tak nevinně. Žejo.

Lidi. Myslím, že dnešní společnost přeceňuje úlohu přátel v neprospěch rodiny. Samozřejmě,
že pokud vás osud nepožehnal tou ideální nukleární rodinou, musíte čekat až na svojí vlastní /prokreace rekreace/. Chris Martin tvrdí, že když nemáte svoji bandu, tak to s váma půjde do
háje, a na tom taky něco je, jenom bych řekla, že je potřeba brát svojí rodinu taky jako součást
té své bandy.

Což mě ne úplně oslím můstkem dostává k mlhavé vzpomínce na některé lidi, kterým nestojím ani za kva, ale vlastně mě to u nich nepřekvapuje.
O to víc si pak musím vážit té svojí bandy, do které vedle mých nukleárních patří i Kamil, Jirka, Karin a Soc, protože až na jednu vyjímku jsou to lidi, kterým jsem stála za několik let poměrně blízkých kontaktů.

Everyone laugh now.

2008-06-25T03:49:00.000-07:00

Because I've said so.

Surrealistic ten-year old.

2008-06-18T01:57:00.000-07:00

Oh Kay

2008-06-17T13:12:00.000-07:00

I've got a job!

A part-time job.

Not fabulously paid, too.

But I love it .) I get to make all those cappucinos, frappucinos, pina coladas and stuff, I can steal the coffee biscuits and have the latte milk foam without the actual coffee.
I work there two/three times a week, so its not THAT easy to catch me up in there, but if you want a presso with extra bisquit and my hair in it, just ask and I'll gladly tell you which days I am at my work.

Hell yeah

2008-06-06T10:06:00.000-07:00

Woohoo. So. What else can I say. Just try and focus on no. 20.

I wish I had...

2008-06-03T11:19:00.000-07:00

..studied at least a tiny bit before my entrance tests for journalism which I have had this morning - still, it was fun.

The test itself was quick and not as homicidically stressful as the Scios, yet it still made me fall off the little FSV's aula table all the time.

The main thing is - I am in love. With PhDr. Jan Křeček, who teaches at the Media Studies (where I have no chances by now) catedra. He came to the place on his motorcycle, in a black Clash shirt, looking steaming hot, but still having this italian-american-actor-ish all-time sad look. (Spike has it as well, but he doesn't drive 'cycles)

Here he is making some important speech on media. --->

Information Bulletin I

2008-05-29T12:01:00.000-07:00

Oh, sweet reminiscence.

Random picture for a random post. At least it is my picture. I am saying a little quiet goodbye to my old picturetakingmachine, aka the old Kodak which lived with me for looong 5 years, taking mostly ego-wanker-ish pictures for eeeeevil community servers (let's not name exact ones) .
I am switching to Nikon D40, a low-end DSLR with lame 6mpx (I could give 4 000 more for the next model with 10, but WHY?) but lovely pics and great handling - Julie has this one and I just LOVE stealing it and filling her SD card with my crap. I dont think I will produce any artsy supercool stuff, but I will have a thing to cling to on boring social events. Go me.

Anyways. Right now, I am trying (obsessively) to get a job. I am also generating some (at this point unusable) designs for the Prostitutes, don't want to do it two days before the deadline (which I have not, but.. u know) - this is /like/ serious, duh. Getting a new tablet, hope it will improve my leet skills ten times - those Wacoms are so bloody expensive I hope you just grab the pen and it draws like Kája Saudek instantly.

I am looking forward to the next ep. of Grey's Anatomy. I was intentionally ignoring that show for so long that I am getting a little fanatic about it now (now when the season III House ended). That cutey O'Mully (or whatever the spelling is) dates this awesomely gorgeous plump doctor and it just.. helps...my..ego...

...
I wonder, if I were on a doctor show, what character would I be? A neurosurgeon obsessed with sex? Sex with young medical students? Eeew, i guess everyone would be scaaaared of me.
OR , I could be that med student. Emotionally sticking to every hot (at least hotTER) patient going through my hands/stetoscope.
Julie would be a technically good, yet too non-emotive doctor.

Goodbye, sweetheart, it's time to go

2008-05-25T00:48:00.000-07:00

I wanna do so many things right now. Create a theatre company aaaand open a design e-shop aaaand travel round the world aaaand record an album .D

By the way: 1,2,3,3 (I suck)

And the picture up there, that's Blahoťák' s pan of brownies. I thought it kinda mirrored my feelings .D

Back to the basics

2008-05-03T13:33:00.000-07:00

There's hardly anything better than 2-D japanese gay guys. Youka Nitta ("Haru wo Dateita") is a genius mangaka, although not that brilliant story writer. Sanami Matoh ("Fake") on the other hand is a great great writer and a pretty good graphic artist, too. I liked her when i was younger, probably cause its more fun than just sex and sex again, but now I just stick to Nitta's monothematic fluff man2man action.

This whole maturita thing may seem to drive me nuts, but believe me, I was into yaoi when I was 13 and I will always be. I have already written three complete concepts of my own 4 % comics, but I just dont have the nerves to draw it all. (Even though that Carl-Barat-y character doing it with the Ricky-Wilson-y character was more than a pleasant picture)

...I'm so emo it makes me cry

2008-05-01T05:45:00.000-07:00

Once again.

My existencialist burnout syndrome brought by postmodern society!

Who cares.

I feel little, lost, false and attentionless.

Something tells me I shouldn't post my emotional diaorrheas here, but where else?
Ad universities, I have picked wrong wrong wrong ones. Faculties full of carreer craving intellectual transformers. But yes, it is also cause they kicked me out from those who were not.
Ad friends... well... what kind of person am i when i am just constantly jealous of them.
Ad me... I wanna get out.. somewhere far. Not like Ulanbatar-far, but at least England-far. You kno. Work in a hostel. Not bothering anyone. Would be coolness.

Podělusy vol. II

2008-04-23T01:33:00.000-07:00

Heh. Teda řeknu vám, že pokud je vaše první asociace na štípání dřeva "Jarmark Marnosti" (napsal ho přeci pan "Sekery") , Hálkovy hry si připomínáte přes knížete pornofolku a místo tabletek pro řidiče TIRáků (zn. Confit) si nabízíte Machara (sb. Confiteor), tak to už vážně může znamenat jen dvě věci - buď to začínáte umět, nebo vám prostě jen hrabe.

On Hiatus

2008-04-20T03:20:00.000-07:00

(no real point of this pseudo Emil Holub here - i just love art. You know. Posh art. Really valuable, original art.)

From tomorrow its exactly 1 month (4 weeks) to the maturitas (or banana, but that's an inside joke)

I have this chart where i make stars that symbolize the amount of stuff i know from each question and so far this chart looks like a total wasteland. But I am off to Podělusy once again and I hope it will be as productive as the last time - I just gotta get more coffee somewhere on my way there. Lot of coffee. Oh yeah.

Basically I wanted to say I don't have time and I don't want to see anyone since he's going to teach me the EU structure or modern philosophy or avantgarde poets. It's not that I would be doing some serious study instead of possible hangouts with anyone. Um. I know I know, other people manage to study AND hang out with sexy mods AND take pictures AND be loved by all. Not me. Not me.

I have lots of things I want to do after the banana, so I swear I won't be this boring then.

The Parisian Bum

2008-04-08T09:27:00.000-07:00

Le clochard parisien
(or what kind of poetry can a person who's just seen the grammar rules of French for the first time produce)

je reste,
attendu que quelque advenira
et ensuite,
ouïs une haleine
-périodique et rapide-
ressentis le en mon gorge
est possible qu'le es tu
et je demande:
suis-je fou?
suis-je amoureux?
Et tu?
allons-y acheter une bouteille de vin
et faire l'amour toute la nuit

And after all, life is still worth living

2008-04-04T08:57:00.000-07:00

I don't really have anything to say as far as verbal communication is concerned.

I just feel like lot of people care about things that are worthless in comparison to life itself, life which cost loads of slimey creatures their aquatic life when they were left on the land by high tide.

And the greatest art of all is the art of living.

And the art of limiting the number of clichés on one's blog.

Thanks July for her great pics from Podelusy where we had a very intensive geography weekend with oceans of coffee and litres of killer-hot korean noodles. I loved it.

And the moral is:

2008-04-01T01:11:00.000-07:00

Dating musicians is wrong.

At least that's what Control made me be sure of.

I know i may be a lil retarded, seeing it yesterday, but I really really wanted to see it on the big screen WITH someone who would enjoy. And - that happened! my friend Michal was tapping his fingers in the rhythm just as I did, not mentioning the moment when Love will tear us apart started. He laughs like awfully dubbed Dolph Lundgren in one of his 80s movies, which amuses me.

NOTYVOLE!

2008-03-13T08:05:00.001-07:00

V rámci multilinguálnosti tohoto blogu... ne.. lžu .D v rámci toho, aby to bylo každýmu NAPROSTO JASNÝ:

Kdokoli mě protlačí na Rock for People do zákulisí za Kaiser Chiefs aspoň na rozhovor pro IndieRock.cz u mě má.. cokoli! Grafiku, text, dohození nejlepší kamarádky, zvrhlý sex. Cokoli. Koneckonců vám třeba můžu i slíbit, že se vám nikdy nepokusím rozbít stávající vztah .D Sakra, to už je spíš vydírání.

Tuto fotku jsem při stažení na svůj disk nazvala "Tyvole, čum na Kaki!".

Měli byste mi umožnit setkat se se člověkem, který mě přesvědčil, že bubeníci nejsou odsouzeni k tomu být roboty ve tmě bez vlivu, a se člověkem, který mě přesvědčil, že bledí zrzaví chlapi v červeném obleku, ze kterého je pokud možno vidět jejich (erotický) bílý podbřišek, jsou ztělesněním dokonalosti.

A

2008-03-10T04:52:00.000-07:00

Had 88 % at the CAE barrier tests. Oh I am SOOO awesome! I have to admit I did not expect it for I feel that my english skills are falling apart since we've got an american teacher.

The pity is I've passed it two times already but never have been able to get money for the actual exam.

>.>

A least my ego's boosted.

Misanthropy

2008-03-10T01:22:00.000-07:00

I found out that I do not dislike people in general - I am just tired with the ones I spend my time with. Or the ones I used to spend my time with and they just don't give a damn anymore.

This weekend was surprisingly full of new people, Irishmen and Moravians. Both of these are extremely social and open-minded nations, not that I would build my opinion on these single meetings, but when I look back on all people of Moravia or Ireland I've ever known I have to say they have never been unpolite or unfriendly.

One of the guys from Hranice is a techno-craving, car-loving IT technician - nevertheless I feel kinda infatuated. He was sweet. AND hot (AND would be a nice piece for my Destroyer-lookalikes collection).

Anyways, I have to admit, this weekend I enjoyed people. It is a looong time since I did. Sorry to all people I didn't enjoy that much (my lil bro, my ex-gf, the best ex-bf so far) or to the ones I've made trouble with my misanthropic attitude (Karin).

I <3 those two day stubbles

2008-02-25T08:56:00.000-08:00

I am afraid I've grown this scary little obsession with dr. House.

On the other hand, I love obsessions! Obsessions make my life all exciting and fun and foremost happy! Let's all be obsessed! Let's go and do a House roleplay! Ooooh... lemme be Cuddy, lemme be Cuddyyyyyyy pleeeeease! Or Wilson or Wilson! (Or basically anyone except Cameron. She sucks. And I am pretty jealous of her .D She kissed both House and Chase! That immunologist bitch.)

Behold! My House scrapbook sheet:

And duh, of course he's wearing nothing but the stethoscope.

I hate the showbiz

2008-02-20T10:01:00.000-08:00

..but I miss it.

Played with the Fake Tapes again today - it surely is not what it used to be, but I love the freedom I have playing synth and not drums or, basically, anything else. I have enough time to just dance around and write down everything that comes to my mind. Adam seems pretty enthusiastic about me guesting, while I don't remember when i've got to play on stage for the last time, so I am kinda ... happy... about all this, too.

Um.. nothing else to say. I'll back off to my dark chambers and study. Or I will act I am doing so.

Andrzej pissed me off, but I guess it is partly my fault. Which makes it less sad, at least .P

He sounds like Chris Corner on the Splinter album.

FRES-COOO

2008-02-15T12:06:00.000-08:00

Muchos saludos compaňeros! Todo esto inglés parece un poco aburrido y ordinario - por eso decidia a usar espaňol en cambio. No soy muy brillante, verdaderamente. Pero pensaba que un post en mi blog en espaňol es no una idea mal.
Realmente, no tengo aun una idea más pequeňa de gramática correcta, así tengo que disculparse.
Y tú, alguien?

No siento como haciendo cualqier cosa. Estoy sentando y mirando Los Informaticos. Roy no es tan vistoso en espaňol como él es en inglés. Y soy dibujando. He dibujado una ilustración de un cuento de E. A. Poe - "Eleonora". Pienso que había tenido a estar fascinado con el título. Y, por supuesto, la Eleonora en mi dibujo ha sido inspirado de la sola persona de este nombre yo conozco. Lo considero como muy bueno. Soy ingenio. A veces.

Una cosa triste sobre escribiendo en espaňol es que lo roba muuuuchoooo tiempo. Pues, estimo que soy simplemente RETARDADO con cualquier idioma excepto inglés.

Espero el ensayo con Los Fakes Tapes! Chico tiene mi (es CASI mío) Yamaha en su sitio - lo quieroooo (la Yamaha, no Chico).

Heart of Glass

2008-02-14T09:34:00.000-08:00

so, basically, st. Valentine's day sucks and hating it sucks maybe even more, thus leaving me no proper opinion I could stuck to without sucking too.

I feel rather relaxed though. I guess I am getting more immune to all the last-year-of-highschool chaos. I am getting used to being single and I also can't really complain when it comes to people around me, cause the lack of any ambitions right now gets me rid of all the hate and envy and bursts of unhealthy competitiveness. My only little ambition revolves around art, so I tend to be a little hateful towards that guy who made it to graphic design in Plzen, but as soon as he's gone and far away I doubt this will bother me anymore.
I am such a loooovelyyyy person. I start to question if this is really me.

But this is me. I've got the heart thingie from Karin and I just totally love her for the way she gave it to me - just slipped it into my coat pocket, so I discovered it when I was leaving school - I was like "what the h... oh wow".

Do the Hustle!

2008-02-04T05:17:00.001-08:00

My fave step is the "chicken".

Art?

2008-01-31T23:43:00.000-08:00

As far as art is concerned, I am not really enthusiastic right now, having to make it "only one of my hobbies" again.

Yet still I am not completely creatively dead.

This was a school assignment for the graphics seminar. The prof didn't get it anyway.

Me having a romantic mood. And a silly-LOTR-obsessed mood, obviously, too.

This was an assignment to Zlin for a change .D They probably thought it sucked, but I love it .D And I've learnt so much about the environment .P

Nihilistic

2008-01-27T09:21:00.000-08:00

1) Compared to the UNIVERSE (gorgeous), does anything except having a family make any greater sense?

2) I have my own little Craig Parker renaissance. From the very moment the mug with his photo I've got for my 14th B-day accompanied me to mock maturita and comissionals from math I felt like I've got someone to stick to without making an asshole out of myself. Alright, he's 37 and he lives on the other side of Earth, but compared to the UNIVERSE, it's just a step.
For you unfamiliar with mr. Parker, he's a soap opera kiwi actor who's become popular via his 1 minute role in first two LOTR flicks, which proves his killer charm.
He was my imaginary boyfriend all through 8th nd 9th grade (Julie dated Karl Urban and Soc had Viggo Mortensen, who I still tend to see as "my old friend"). Retrospectively it was one of the happy moments in my lovelife. Craig, I want you back! .D

As soon as he plays in any theatre play again, I am SO off to NZ. To pick kiwi fruit or wash dishes. I will do anything.

3) Julie's started blogging again. Not sure if her only blog tags "study" "poetry" and "thoughts" sound any appealing to ya, but just.. check it out.

Too down for a header

2008-01-19T00:10:00.000-08:00

Where the hell are all the things that used to make me happy?

OK, I still have the BBC's Space series with Sam Neill - everyone who's seen the Event Horizon knows that SAM NEILL IS EEEEVIL .D On the other hand, for some reason men talking about the space and astrophysics turn me on big time!

Duh, Sam Neill doesn't know a shit bout what's going on in supermassive black holes!
Everything is so fake!

Ouch.

2008-01-18T05:01:00.000-08:00

I did not make it to the second round.

Bipolar Disorder

2008-01-17T09:22:00.000-08:00

I assume lot of people can go from "I wanna hurt myself" to "life is great" in one night, right?

Anyways, I haven't written anything serious and worthwile in an eon. It's not that I would be leading a dull life, on the contrary, just to point out the best moments, I have been to Zlin few days ago and I have tried to get Adam Benda once again (oh, was it the 3rd time? or 4th already?).

For the pleasure of your eye, take a look on the charming city I would love to live in XD

All right. Now seriously. This school would make me wanna live in Cernobyl.

And if the economical college in Prague had the Space Invaders printed on the windows, I would wanna gain a degree there. Unfortunately, it has not.

I wanna feel you from the inside

2008-01-17T08:57:00.000-08:00

Something in my head has an urge to sing NIN's Closer all the time. Yet starting with "I wanna fuck you like an animal, I wanna feel you from the inside" is surprisingly socially.. improper.

Trent is such a glorious reminiscence of my almost forgotten 7th grader taste in men. I can't remember when I really fancied someone like him for the last time, which is weird, for I used to be MAD for these skinny (why the hell?!?) , dark, long-haired bad guys.

But now.. NOW I've got to post this lil shrine to mr. Reznor, who surely wants to fuck me like an animal (I know, feels kinda rude when written, but when Reznor sings it, it feels R I G H T) (and almost trustworthy)

Resolutions.

2008-01-03T14:39:00.000-08:00

No resolutions this year.

I have so much to achieve that it's basically pretty much unreal to want me to just run through the whole january-june period and collect all the trophys.
First, UTB and VSUP exams (half january, 4th of february), probably our first gig with the nameless (not my fault that Karin still bitches about the V.Pitchka name, it wasn't meant as an insult, it just popped up in a random conversation.), maturitas and then very likely other batch of exams for FSV and FHS and probably UTB again.

Impresssssssed?

Well, if it won't work out, I'll probably just take some savings and travel and work a lil bit. I was just thinking about New York. Although I was always somewhat into the northern cities, Chicago, or mayybe Austin, TX.

God. Gotta relax a bit with the pics of seminaked kvinta A. Got these from Bara. She's electric.

Pretty sad that this is like the only fun i get, generally.

my solitary brain cell.

2007-12-27T14:55:00.000-08:00

I realized one thing, which proves my brain is VERY SIMPLE.

Last night, I watched "knocked up" and stared at Filip's pictures before I went to bed. And then I had this dream about being knocked up by Filip.
(Pity I don't remember what i'd done before that dream about Stevie LFO living under the sea in a manor that had one room for both kitchen and bathroom)

What a Waster

2007-12-27T14:14:00.000-08:00

I should be working on my seminary work.

I am whoring 'round on Facebook, Youtube and DeviantArt instead. Talking to some other los.. old friends on icq. It seems like all the cool kids went to have an enjoyable holidays while the ones who stay here are the finest selection of rejects, sexual deviants (and possible pedophiles, although in my humble case it's called ephebophilia - love for boys who aren't kids anymore, but aren't proper men either), virgins over twenty and lost talents.

I just cant get to do anything until I get rid of this sexual deprivation. The fact I ruin Karin's romantic adventures comes with another one, the fact she ruins my private life in return .D no, I can live with that since it's probably just the matter of my possible secret hag w/ Adam, which would be bloody dangerous anyway.

PFs 'n' stuff

2007-12-23T14:02:00.000-08:00

Duh, I don't get why do so many people have to piss me off when it's christmas. Seems almost unholy to me.

However, I've made these not-very-good-but-whatever PFs for all you reading this RUBBISH (oooh, I love this word coming from Nick Hodgson's lips!)
I am posting just the one with my dearest Sufjan, who is my bed warmer these days. ->

When I find myself in times of trouble...

2007-12-23T11:47:00.000-08:00

As my psychologist says: You cannot love others until you learn to love yourself.

Duh. I am stuck in an attitude that makes me disrespect everyone, including myself. And what is worse, it's started two moths ago and it keeps on developing.
All right, there is something called "positive development", too, but honestly.. .I don't see it coming.

Christmas, though, are okay. It turns out that after all, family is the only group of people you can (more or less) count on and because they know you so well, there's no need to disguise your real selves, which I probably do all the time when in public.

I miss Karin.

I've made this photomanip for Fillip, who's being rather sweet and supportive tonight. (And we do not have anything going on between us. Alcohol is tricky)

Posting the original, too. We love the movie.

TITS!

2007-12-04T13:12:00.000-08:00

According to dr. Karen Weatherby, ten minutes of staring at large breasts a day are equal to half an hour of cardio training. I mean, for men, apparently.

Adam stole my title!

2007-11-29T02:37:00.000-08:00

I really really wanted to use the "Sorry mum..." badge line, but Adam already stole it .D

Last night really rocked.

Look into my eyes and you'll see, I'm the one for you and you for me (they did not play my fave! argh) - I remember only few things from the gig though.
Like...
...dancing to jamiroquai - Karin looked pretty embarassed, but I was happyyyyyy... and drunk. And moneyless. So I got drunk drinking anything karin bought.
...lying on an armchair we found in a park. I was making up a really sexy story about Karin and Šmity, although she seemed to be more annoyed than pleased by the whole thing .D
...we got these badges, I left the "sorry mum" to Karin, I got me the "I was a virgin" one, cause we thought that's what fits me more.

In case anyone would wonder

2007-11-27T13:16:00.000-08:00

I am still alive.

But it was still pretty painful. I've entered the office:

"I have these pains on my chest."

"You're the one with the psychotherapies?" (fyi that was five yrs ago)

"Yep. Will you at least check on my heart or something?"

*checks* "Do you have a boyfriend?"

"Nope"

"So, that's the only thing I can suggest. A nice boyfriend."

"Duh"

*walks home and feels miserable, although the pains are gone*

Anyone willing to stand for my meds is welcome, though guys looking like a mixture of Destroyer, Jiri from RSM and Craig Parker are welcome the most.

Which reminds me, been watchin Saving Silverman today and Jason Biggs dressed as Neil Diamond (on the left) is a TOTAL Jiri Zima:

I'm on the highway to hell

2007-11-26T13:59:00.000-08:00

I found myself in some mysterious pains on my chest, so this could be my last post, probably.

but before i die, let me post this pretty picture of this friday's maturita ball (pretty much worth full-viewing):

I like it for two simple reasons - there they are, after four years, my elementary school best buddies are still around me - PLUS we all look good in the picture. Usually it's only Soc who's looking nice. Thanks god.

And today i got the synth borrowed. Pity i won't have much more time to play it since i am probably in my way to six feet under. Thanks Destroyer! I hope you'll play some cool tunes on my funeral.

This Modern Love

2007-11-17T05:19:00.000-08:00

Found out this Bloc Party song is about Honza with its every single word.

Don't get offended
If I seem absent minded
Just keep telling me facts
And keep making me smile
Don't get offended
If I seem absent minded
I get tongue-tied
Baby, you've got to be more discerning
I've never known what's good for me
Baby, you've got to be more demanding
I will be yours

I'll pay for you anytime

And you told me you wanted to eat up my sadness
Well jump on, enjoy, you can gorge away
You told me you wanted to eat up my sadness
Jump right on
Baby, you've got to be more discerning
I've known never known what's good for me
Baby, you've got to be more demanding
Jump right on

What are you holding out for?
What's always in the way?
Why so damn absent-minded?
Why so scared of romance?

This modern love breaks me
This modern love wastes me

Do you wanna come over and kill some time?
Throw your arms around me

Doesn't sound very optimistic, does it.
But last night was.
I had fun. And coffee. And we slept in his car, and we had a breakfast at a gas station, and we went from place to place, and we barely talked, and we looked at each other whereon we looked away again, and we argued about Keane and Mika, and agreed on the Strokes and White Stripes, and he thought Meg White is Jack's wife, and I've said lot of childish and stupid things just to make him laugh and not to look so smart, which could scare him away.
And now I am pretty infatuated yet deeply blue cause I just wait for his final rejection. This all is so Robin Muller-ish.

I don't think I am joining the party tonight. I want to get lost under my blanket and play with matches.

Art update.

2007-11-14T10:12:00.000-08:00

Made these WPs for the Fake Tapes. First one is just kinda using the web site scheme, while the other one is taking the first and warping it into some kind of emo rubbish. Feel free to download.

Just like superhero

2007-11-10T10:43:00.000-08:00

I kinda *hate* the guy taking pics at Bordo. Or maybe it's just me and I should back off to the back lines. Or wear black (over my face, too). Cause the pics of other ppl he takes aren't bad.

Just like this (sex on two legs) (is it only me or that weird moves bassist do with their right hand fingers turn on some other people, too?) (Just... let your imagination take the instrument away, let the motion, and... aaaw)

obviously very very lost in all kinds of evil ideas about Road Side Mary (which results in this evil picture):

And I was singing Every me, every you w/ Fake Tapes. That was even more evil, I cried all the way to the last strum.

2007-11-08T10:01:00.000-08:00

How awsome it used to be when we spent half of the time on talking about sex.

I know, haven't been round here for an awful time. For what I have *like totally seeerious* reasons.
* my phone is no longer able to transfer data to my pc, so I may have heaps of pic of various people you know doing scandallous things, but.. just... no help here.
* i am seriously working on my school stuff. And when I say seriously, I mean less than my classmates, yet still much more than is my average from last... 12 years.
* i am also pretty scared shitless of all the university exams (from which the talent ones seem most terrifying).
* my life kinda sucks.

But yeeeeeeah, there are SOME minor changes 'ere, just like:
* we've formed a band. And even had a rehearsal. All three of us. Girls. Electo rubbish, really.
* i've got Prkno's bass at home with me now. It is... not very good... but on the other hand, when I am getting a proper one (think christmas), it's gonna be piece of cake then.
* i am still single, but hella picky, so I don't even motivate you into anything anymore.

I can't stop this feeling I've got

2007-10-20T03:17:00.000-07:00

I was thinking about people's minds. I was thinking about how wrong it i to say that someone' "slower" or "weird", because they just think different and they probably have similarly negative feelings about how do YOU behave, talk and think, right. Oh this sounds so moral-lecture-ish and I don't want it to do so.
It's just that I don't know many people who think the way I do, thus I feel comfortable around them. Not enough friends, lovers.

Yesterday I practiced some waltz steps with mr.Růžička and, yup, nice guess, he's just totally on the other side of the way-of-thinking spectre. He's nice, gorgeous, wears slime-green shirts and his perfume is just aaaaw. But not getting my jokes is just an unbearable problem when it comes to anything above the line of platonic love. Which means sex and marriage, basically. lol.

I would appreciate some affection. Crying over my mind-mate ex is depressive. I want Karin to come back. And things.

Pros and Cons

2007-10-13T09:53:00.000-07:00

+ yesterday's AlejFest was probably the best of all.
- I played just one song.
+ did not screw it up though
- mr. Růžička didn't come to see me playing
+ but he came to the fest, at least!
- to assure me he's not worth the effort
+ but I've met one guy who reminded me of Destroyer
- didn't pay any attention to me
+ until he asked me if I want to play with his band
- which means NO to all emotional or sexual business between the two of us.

Just three things to tell you guys

2007-10-11T11:29:00.000-07:00

1) Chippendales rocked! These boys surely know how to make a show, so in the end they are pretty much like the Prostitutes, just more naked. (I would prefer the reversed state so much more)

2)I am probably playing with Park rock again. For you not familiar, Park Rock was my first band ever. Plus, I am playing with Park Rock TOMORROW. So anyone who wishes to point and laugh please come. Cca at 20:00 on the small stage at AlejFest vol III (best event EVAH) , Mlejn.

3)I have a ball dress. Red one. Noone will resist.

I try to give give an ocean directions

2007-10-04T08:57:00.000-07:00

(with the best of intentions)

Guess what.
Am off to the IAMX gig.
And talked to mr.R t'day.
And he asked if i could give him some private lessons.
Of ballroom dance.

He realized that it might have sounded weird, so he said he'll think the whole ball dance business over during the weekend.

The phone lives (btw the first k750i's name was mr.Richards. 2nd one was mr.Spider. This one i mr.Loser.) , but cannot read the memory card. Guess I will have to make my mp3 player work again instead.

I'm not coming out until this is all OVER!!!

2007-10-03T13:11:00.000-07:00

Obviously I wasn't ok with just losing one phone, so i've trown the new one to the toilet.

Just tell me - does this happen to anyone else or am I just made to end up in a travelling freak show? The magical misfortune girl.

I cannot say I am pissed or sad or anything though.
I talked to mr. Růžička. Went for a palm-palm physical contact. Found out he has blue eyes. And STYLE.

Que malo!

2007-10-02T05:03:00.000-07:00

I don't remember such a self-destructive behaviour since I was in 9th grade of elementary.

Mostly cause this type of night doesn't leave much memories.

So, it started as a moderately jolly evening at Roxy and ended 6 am at casino with some weird slovakians, where I've lost my phone, because anything more I could lose I had lost at the previous drinking destination (illusions, sympathies, dignity)
I have already had a buiness call from IR.cz Marty, who just HAD TO tell me how much work for them I have to finish.

("Does any of the things require me dealing with Dan?" "Oh, nope, I bet you two would end up having sex instead"......... the thing that pissed me the most! Like if Dan would ever leave his "no I can't" attitude. Jeez)

Music when the lights go out

2007-09-30T00:23:00.000-07:00

I feel... well, let's just say I'm not at my best.
I hate music showbusiness even in its lowest form (that's the one I'm in contact with, generally). Since I am no longer an active musician and I don't see it coming in a looong time, it has just lost a big part of attractiveness it had for me. The worse thing is this ruins my personal life... you see... I am not really excited about hearing of my ex-band and pretty much anything that has something to do with it, on the other hand am not very sure if all I say is interesting for the other side.
I wish Karin or me were a guy.

And on top of it all I didn't get the Road Side Mary promos I've requested for my artwork, nobody wrote me a single letter back for my friday night report and I am probably getting no proper evening dress for our maturita ball, cause they're so fu**ing expensive. I can't risk having some improperly done one, to avoid even the tiniest faux-pas during waltz with mr. Růžička. Of whom I've dreamt tonight - we were at some kind of country trip... on running skis.... but the important fact was... he had his BOYFRIEND with him. Oh please no more dreams like that, please, please.

Jesus! I am SO GOOD!

2007-09-28T07:07:00.000-07:00

I can't believe my left hand created this!

I'm such a bloody genius.

call THE POLICE!

2007-09-26T09:06:00.000-07:00

I'm having Sting in my heeeeaaad.

Young teacher, the subject
Of schoolgirl fantasy
She wants him so badly
Knows what she wants to be
Inside her there's longing
This girl's an open page
Book marking - she's so close now
This girl is half his age

One has to have at least SOME motivation to show up at school even when the planets aren't in the specific studying constellation (which is every other day, basically).

Like poetry, lyrics mean so much more when you can relate to them, so writing the ultimate words for a song is an impossible thing.

I am electro boooy...

2007-09-25T09:24:00.000-07:00

...I am electro giiirl.

It seems like I've found the last bit for my new band. She's young so probably still pretty formative, but there's nothing to form really, cause she likes I AM X and RiD, so no problem.
We're going to that I AM X gig together, I am expecting some MAJOR EXPERIENCE.

Still not having a proper electro pseudonym. Shoot.

Four strings do fit me well indeed

2007-09-18T09:05:00.000-07:00

After I found out Karin is UNABLE to stop playing CHORDS ON BASS (great Thunderbird it was, but that didn't help at all), I have started to assume that she would be better as a keyboard player.

From that moment I am pretty over-enthusiastic about creating an electropop trio.

Girl electronica trio sounds too much like Robots in Disguise though.

Today I've cried while watching this music vid. It's just as directly and immediately moving as Brightside, with the difference that this one is SAD in advance!

Heeey...

2007-09-17T10:41:00.000-07:00

Is there any possibility that any of you guys would go see I AM X with me?
The last tickets are for sale and I would really go if I just had someone to let the party started.

Chris Corner is sex on two legs. Me likes his queer voice (I don't like all types of queer voices though, if you know what I mean).

White suit with snowy cowboy boots!

After this particular party I almost died

2007-09-17T10:22:00.000-07:00

Ok, more like this weekend.

On saturday I agreed to help out with some painting business in the Bordo club (I can hear Vondráček saying "you do it only 'cause you like Jiří anyways!"), climbing ladders, absorbing my "boss"'s choleric explosions (because the wall looked better BEFORE!) , being called "really skilful" (which asociates with other activities in MY FILTHY BRAIN). I am posting a little pic of the Road Side Mary's monster ->

Sunday was our "riding our butts off" cycling adventure w/ Karin, it really fulfilled my expectations, if I only wasn't so damn DEAD t'day.

The village of Cvrčovice... oh wait.. . a bird reservation, maybe. Just ask Karin.

Our great guidebook .D Cycling with children.

By the way, had the song "I wanna be there (when you come)" by the Stone Roses in my head all the way and I wonder... are the lyrics about... ahem.. u know, I was lazy to look up the rest, but the refrain sounds... a tiny bit sexual.

Welcome to the WORLD OF TOMORROW!

2007-09-15T01:42:00.000-07:00

Or, just welcome to the world of ADULTS, Soc! (You are much more of an adult than me though)

So, yesterday we've celebrated at La Bodeguita (I was told you get better mojito only on Cuba) with Soc and her schoolmates with which I'm getting pretty familiar already. I actually tend to think of English College students kinda stereotypically, but this, this is like "a finest selection".

For some mysterious reasons I've had an urge to write a msg to one my long-time-no-see "friend", who called me back, and I wasn't really prepared for that situation, so Soc took the call and guess what, he didn't even recognise he's talking to a different person. Well, like I've said, long time no see. It's just that she obviously talked him into a date today, which I will have to ignore/postpone (although that would take a looong time then)/cancel.
SHE'S A MONSTER.

Envy!

2007-09-05T10:20:00.000-07:00

After a month of painful waiting, my badges are here!

Formed a band, we formed a band

2007-09-04T13:27:00.000-07:00

Getting an NME ad in the "form a band" band service wouldn't make much sense though.

Anyway.

I am seeking a KEYBOARD PLAYER with a thing for indie poprock, Kaiser Chiefs, Razorlight, Fratellis etc., doesn't have to be creative, cause we're gonna be just a band of filthy musical criminals.

Then, is there any electroacoustic/electric VIOLINIST? For an Arcade Fir-ish high school band. Some other posts also available. Drums and guitar probably taken though.

Last, a long time forgotten project Fat Bottomed Girls would love to find a girl-Freddie or girl-John Deacon. Basically, any singing or bassing Queen fan.

Oh, that was pretty quick.

2007-09-04T13:22:00.000-07:00

They've actually begun seeking new drummer before I've had said I'm quitting.
That's kinda jolly.

Cannot really say I feel fine, omnipresent breakup feeling, that popular ambivalence I'm so alone-I'm so free, stalks me.

supermarket jesus comes with smiles and lies.

2007-09-04T08:22:00.000-07:00

It does not have to be so good when things become great every time.

I don't think I am getting over it this time.

when the joys of living just leave you cold
frozen from the failing mess you made your own

I feel pretty messed up - first I thought leaving the band would take my meaning away, but now, as the school started, I would pretty much appreciate some extra time for all the seminary works and maturitas and university exams, duh.
But wasting time with people who just don't see any of your effort useful, sadly, that makes you feel awful. It just doesn't work out.

if i have to switch the lights off
i wanna switch them off with you

Watch the news.

2007-08-27T05:29:00.000-07:00

Especially BBC will be informative when I'm getting busted for... any of the illegal things I tend to do.

I am almost done packing, my mp3 loaded with I AM X (Very Prostitutes-esque... After Every Party I Die has this bass line which is just like... damn.. help me.) (Corner has more gay voice than Bell though), Kaiser Chiefs (I am going with my fellow chiefettes after all), Muse (The best shag-song-writers, if I am getting tired by the estrogene company), Arcade Fire (want to turn them all to my faith), The Libertines (that's more of a nostalgy than anything else, cause I've been listening to them all the last trip to London) and The Prostitutes (for I'd love to bring girls to next gig of theirs and they seem to be unhappy about their lack of musical knowledge).

I am so gonna forget something ultra-galactically important at home.

insert wedding march

2007-08-26T01:02:00.000-07:00

Spent some time at a REAL musician wedding. Or, more like a wedding afterparty, actually.

This guy, Canny of Obří Broskev, married the keyboardist, Olga. Canny is Czech RICKY WILSON, but more BRITISH .D despite the fact he sings czech.

And Vondráček w/ Erik, a perspective gay couple. No, no, Erik belongs to Adam V., right?

And to wank my ego (which is probably a disgusting czechism unnaturally brought to english) , here's the U2 tee I've made.

Sometimes we remember bedrooms of our friends

2007-08-24T00:10:00.000-07:00

Anyways. Yesterday was pretty social.

First, I've spent the afternoon w/ guys from Road Side Mary and Csabba in Popocafépetl, it was meant to be a professional session, but later it evolved into something much more interesting. The fact Adam V. was absent made it survivable, cause TWO people who speak as much as Jiří, the bassist, simply wouldn't be. By the way, RSM have awesome promo pics at their bandzone profile.
I am probably gonna visit RSM + Sunflower Caravan gig today (for free, ha!). You should consider that evening programme, too.

Then I travelled to Nové Butovice to my english student's place. My student is mr.Veselý (former ETC.., now Dobrohošť, Irish Dew) - wow, he's like a hairless BRIAN MAY! I guess these lessons are gonna be pretty fun. I will let you know!

Alive (driving me craaazy)

2007-08-23T07:15:00.000-07:00

I am listening to BRITNEY SPEARS and mr. Insane is all right.
which of these is the good and which is the bad news, that's for you to decide.

Oh I wonder if we'll ever meet again - I would vote for the least expectable meeting, when we would both be hella different and married, the Fake Tapes famous and he, he would probably be a nationwide known musical critic.
Yay.

Interlude

2007-08-23T01:48:00.000-07:00

I had the weirdest dreams bout Mr.Insane (the Chris Corner's double, the pioneer of indie).
I've actually experienced that people I've had such disturbing dreams about had an accident or something like that about the time I dreamt of it. Many times.
He haven't replied to my message yet and he's not even scrobbling on last.fm. Which is UNUSUAL.

Oh god oh god.

And I wonder.

2007-08-22T11:02:00.000-07:00

Where are all the celeb drummers to help me when shopping?

Let's get hetero again

2007-08-19T14:14:00.000-07:00

Slash is fine, but still...

you know, I've been browsing through my mates' blogs and found this short, but really emotionally-informative post on PrAndy's blog.

I've been thinking about it a few seconds and realized that I should probably tell you guys that even though it doesn't look like that and I pretty much understand it, cause I am such a filthy whory rock star who does not know when to end, I am IN LOVE.

Suck on that!
I'm the best and he is... the second best, naturally.

Filthy/Gorgeous

2007-08-19T12:59:00.000-07:00

Cannot blame this on the Scissor Sisters though. (but they are queeeeeeeer)

So, going through a horrible *thebandI'drathernotmentionbyitsnamecuzI'mafraidtheywillcomeandgetmeaaaargh* slash spree lately, and I shall be disrespected for it, but cannot resist uploading the artwork.

What the hell, I don't care about anyone anyways, so I can post ANYTHING my majesty fancies

Aaaaah, it's the most drawable bassist along with the most popular singer! I admit I was pretty jealous of Adam's divine skills being adored by.. this... gentleman by the time I was thinking this up, but the way it was turning me on while I was actually making it, that defeated all the negative feeling pretty well.
Yeah and the title of this one i "Venus in Furs", by the way.

Aaaargh, this was even a better turn-on! Jesus, never thought this pairing might work, but it does, as long as we don't see *the left guy*'s "oh what the fu****g hell is goin on" expression and we see only *the right guy* (calling someone the right guy sounds pretty serious though .D ) 's totally *aaaaaaaaaw* look.

You won't appreciate this anyway.

I've just realized that since there's the band's name on the second one I did not have to put such effort into camouflaging their identity.

Yay or nay?

2007-08-16T00:26:00.000-07:00

Double-braided! That'z da rockstar hairstyle, losers!

Yup, had wine session w/ Karin once again. This time we even opened the bottle by getting the cork OUT! Not usual.

Didn't know there's a water pool around the air tower, so -of course- we had to try what's the water like.

And, the least important news , I've made a cheesecake and it tastes too good to be called "a parody on cheesecake". The poisoned people are yet to come! Stay tuned!

Teenage Wasteland

2007-08-14T12:55:00.000-07:00

Oh I feel like shit.

I shouldn't have watched "Pride and Prejudice" and "The Holiday" in the first place. Of course - everything sucks compared to these.

My trip to London has already killed three FANTASTIC gig opportunities. I am a total loser and noone pays even the smallest attention to me, but I DO deserve that. I know a lot of things, but none of them appears to attract any interest of people I admire.
emo emo emo.

This age sucks, one cannot even feel down without being called EMO. Stick that up your a*se, thank you very much.
I don't like you!

Yep.

2007-08-14T12:26:00.000-07:00

You've put me together
I can see now
the sun shines
through the trees
shines down
through the ice
it's ll your work
it's all your fault
these are my thanks
to you
my BRIGHTSIDE

My hands are warm
in your coat
they rest on your heart
my BRIGHTSIDE
-fragments of the "Brightside" lyrics sketch

Unfinished. Awful (cause romantic = awful). No need to make it complicated. 1)nobody listens to the lyrics anyway 2)this is what I want to say.
The rehearsal was cool.

I like this phenomenon.

2007-08-13T01:58:00.000-07:00

One thing I always lacked on most of the slash that can be read round here is that it does not have any visual company. I am a visual type of person and why the hell can't they stick up some quick photoshop cheap-fluff picture or at least hire an illustrator .D ?!

BUT... when it comes to slash on LiveJournal, I am pretty satisfied with the avatars people come up with - some of them are slashy, some of them only heterosexually sexy enough to make me forget they're not slashy. But most of them = goodness. Lemme show.

Me loves them. The pics. AND Libertines. OF COURSE.

Gone shoppin'

2007-08-12T05:16:00.000-07:00

Some of you already know that I was kinda technically disabled yesterday because the day before I've spilt some water into my keyboard while chatting with Sali from Evelynne /must have been really exciting/. First, my N and B, space and ALT stopped working, then I was trying to mend it and then it stopped working COMPLETELY (I know what you think. And it is true)

While buying me a new one - TESCO VALUE keyboard - I found this ABSOLUTELY disgusting notebook which I eventually had to buy!

The biblical cover design was not the worst thing about it.
It has got JESUS INSIDE! I'm gonna use that freakin thing for my math lessons lol

The show must go on. I guess.

2007-08-09T00:15:00.001-07:00

So. The Last BC gig yesterday. I am dead. And, what is worse, I was half dead on the stage already. I think I played well, like not so many technical mistakes, I even did not destroy the pedal (thank you, drummer of Evelynne - you've been especially lucky lad yesterday), but honestly, I just DID NOT ENJOY. Well, happens. But it's good to know it was just my physical state which screwd it up for me.

I am growing a custom on Evelynne, kind of, which scares me. But I have to admit I really like their bass player. Cuz he's one of the musicians who even TALK to me. Amazes me. Whoa.

So, let's end this Big Cheese agony and let the era of THE FAKE TAPES begin!!!

Aaaw...

2007-08-08T00:37:00.001-07:00

Tonight I had the sweetest dream about being in an army division that had Carl Barat and Pete Doherty as commanders.
Carl was particularly cute and so very not like him in real at all I guess. Probably some young, idealistic Carl.
I feel like whoring around "Carl Barat's toffees" on youtube once again.

Anyways, today is Big Cheese's last gig, so show up, especially if you hate the whole idea of a bandname change. Starts at 20:00 at Bluesrock club.

I am starting to get overexcited by the London trip.

Under the Blood-Red Sky

2007-08-05T13:36:00.000-07:00

Heeey (hey-r-hey)

Happiness is not a warm gun, it's having someone to listen to Led Zeppelin with. Someone to listen to Kaiser Chiefs with. And of course someone to play music with!
So thanks you all who are talked of as the someones.
U2 make me feel SENTIMENTAL!

Now for the documentary part.

2007-08-05T02:35:00.000-07:00

It was my first time at a music festival, so... whoa, it's like the Woodstock, only more commercial XD

The Slots acoustic - well... more like Vondráček acoustic on this pic. I like it. A lot.

heeey, Vondráček is the second best, right after me!

Destroyer's getting tattooed by Adam. Ahem .D Water replaced by beer - "I feel like puked up with beer" he said.

All behold! This august's indie tattoo hit style!

"to se zas něco dočteme na blogu!"

2007-08-05T02:17:00.000-07:00

A nedočtete!

The Prostitutes gave me a lift home from SázavaFest, which was nice, but I would much rather stay there for the whole time, which is five days, than getting there at 3:20 pm to RUN to see them play /their stage was OF COURSE the one on the very end of the festival zone - I was like 300 metres away when I've heard this "ladies and gentlemen - the Prostitutes!" - I would never guess how quick I can be with such motivation/ and leaving at 11 at night.

Adrian expressed his opinion on our band in these words: "Big Cheese! That's such a shite name!" Hope that will make Adam see that it is. Really.

The title of this post was how Destroyer reacted on "Adrian's asleep. With the girl asleep on him."

Geez!

Da phone is home oh yeeah

2007-08-03T06:21:00.000-07:00

What a sophisticated and unbelievably intellectual-sounding header.

But tells the important, I guess. That they gave me a new S-E k750i, a black one now! I surprised myself that the memory wasn't full of pictures of things I don't remember from the last night this morning, but what the hell.
I've just downloaded these pics:

yeah, I particularly love this picture of semi-naked Adam K..
Not so clearly visible on this one, but Šmity and Adam ARE doubles. And, what I never realized before, Adam is pretty much like a younger and dumber Destroyer! (Do I look like like young Adrian? Or Luke? )
Great - Vondráček and the whole male part of BC, looking like total idiots, but it is kinda sweet. Kinda.

She's DEAD

2007-08-03T02:36:00.000-07:00

Yup. I feel pretty much dead - but happy as hell! Who cares for *sleeping* when I could spend all the evening with... many.. interesting.. people! Like Karin .D and Lůca! Heh.

Although these weren't the ones who offered us playing with the Prostitutes and Roe-Deer.

We're some lucky bastards!

Heeeey.

I wonder what has lead certain people to create a link between THIS BLOG and an image that BIG CHEESE SUCKS. I hope you're gonna apologize to my DIVINE blogging skills, DESTROYER!

A lucid interval

2007-07-31T05:42:00.000-07:00

The only bright spot of this weird, cloudy, cold, unfortunate and generally fucked up day was THIS POST on the Prostitutes' blog. I was laughing out loud for several minutes.
Pity it couldn't last longer.

Reminds me - if we meet, tell me to show you how Vondráček impersonates "Šmity when you ask him for money" or, even better "Šmity when you ask him to borrow you his phone". Hilarious.

Spoiler warning!!

2007-07-30T15:31:00.000-07:00

If you DON'T want to know what the new BC website is going to look like, CLOSE YOUR EYES! Quick!

I know I shouldn't, but I cannot resist the temptation! My sweet child! My whole evening's (!!!) work!

Still not a final version - have to change the headline, at least the colour.

Dobrý den, jmenuji se Martin Přikryl a živím se vymýšlením reklam

2007-07-30T01:23:00.000-07:00

Well, you don't tell me that watching a breakfast flick to find out Destroyer shows up in it is a coincidence. That's a hardcore OMEN .D lol

Anyways, Mik poppped out at my place to scan 180 PICTURES - thanks god he's not one of the people who would let ME to do it for THEM - or, it's his luck, because that's exactly the case where my charity ends. July came later, we had some vodka and champagne and watched the collection of Queen music vids - it was a killer nostalgy for both me and July, how long is it, four years? Since we've watched that like several times a WEEK?
Although it was probably caused by the level of alcohol in our bloodstream, we revived the idea of a girl Queen revival band that we planned to have yeeears ago - THE FAT BOTTOMED GIRLS. Do you get how cool that would be? It's just that I am Rog and she's Bri, so we can't sing /not a big pity though/. I don't think finding a lass singing like Freddie is an easy task.

It's MR. Wilson for YOU!

2007-07-29T08:52:00.000-07:00

Bought me a pair of skinny jeans, just like RICKY WILSON /does capital writing mean that he will more likely read it?/ wears. I wish they could last to winter, it's not very probable though. At least I am taking them to Rock Café.

Adam K. of Big Cheese was celebrating his 17th year on this groovy planet, got him sunglasses, for his last ones were destroyed during our Rubín gig on my birthday. They look like this, but more mirror-y:After midnight we all ran away to the Vagón club - that place is wild. My feet started to hurt in the early morning, so I went home, hoping I could get some sleep, but oh noes, Vondráček arrive an hour later and, well, didn't have much sleeping after that.

Should I?

2007-07-28T01:45:00.000-07:00

Well... guess I should. Post some pictures. From the camp. It wasn't THAT BAD .D it's just that browsing the photos brings back meeemooorieeees......... I wan't to die .D
Looking at the shots make me realize that the person I called "my only friend in the whole camp" was my friend indeed, even though it was rough sometimes, right, Pavel? He was and still is great! He's the impersonation of Roy of the IT crowd - he is an IT "expert" at a bank or something, he looks sorta like Roy and, well, he's just as sexually frustraded. He just doesn't wear such cool tees.
Yup, that's me in my ubercool geisha costume of crepe paper and wizard cloak - did I mention it was a Harry Potter Camp? And I had to be RON? Duh. We sang Mimořádná linka Praha-Tokyo with my befriended coworkers. Five of us. In THAT horrible costume D: ....!

As far as the kids are concerned - well, the girls were fine. Here I am with Anne, daughter of the camp's owner /eeeek, yup, I was nice to this one/. Some of them were obnoxious sometimes, and great percent of the BOYS was worth physical punishment /which they've got
eventually. I am no humanist!/My favourite group was the 13th, the cyclo-group, led by Pavel and Jirka -see below- who was fun to go with to search for lost children at night - he was totally nightblind, so he held the torch and I was leading him off the pools. Also, see how both Jirka and Jíťa are wearing tees of one grrrreat band! While dancing macarena. Retro.

My Immigrant Song

2007-07-28T01:28:00.000-07:00

Yup, have come back from the land of the ice and snow /40 degrees seem like norway in comparison to the same weather in this urban jungle, not mentioning the nights, FREEEEEEZING/! I'm a survivor /any broadcasting company having money for me, huh?/!
I feel a bit hit by the chaos that rules this place though. I still wake up and tend to run around the house to get my kids to breakfast. And, sadly, the kids were my only GREAT FANS when I played guitar. I am an ordinary loser once again now I'm back from the wilderness.
My supervisors hated me. Oh, no, not all of them. Just the camp medic. Camp medic was a little narrow-minded, but I have to admit I went a bit too wild sometimes. Guess that my rock'n'roll lifestyle didn't really suit my position. At least I've got some /LITTLE/ money - went right into my >>Last Days of Summer in London<< piggy bank.

Oi, aaaawkwaaaard

2007-07-12T01:29:00.000-07:00

How comes Destroyer's found my blog?

Eeek. Should not have written so many posts about Šmity .D
Or about the Prostitutes in general.

Ooooooor post the last two pictures .D

Had to stop it.

2007-07-11T10:17:00.000-07:00

Stop the silly thoughts about Šmity .D

I've made this pic of "me" (yup, not me, but only "me", for I doubt I will ever look like this, but.. whatever .D) and Vondráček and it was great making it. Weeeeee......

And you better fullview - I know you want to.

2007-07-10T15:04:00.000-07:00

See? Gotta love this bod. .D

I'm a Monster

2007-07-10T12:52:00.000-07:00

..a fucking monster, just like Adrian (I wanna whole lotta love) sings.

It's just that... bah... I feel kinda unused. right now, when I need to be used /in.. that...way/! I soothe my mind drawing weird stuff. By weird I do not mean artistically weird. I mean weird as in "That late night movie about that Dracula's concubines, mate, that was really WEIRD". This weird.
I can post one piece which is pretty innocent, compared to the others. I like it a lot, once again I could draw something I wanted, not something somebody else wanted, plus, this time it's even something I would pretty much appreciate to HAPPEN actually. It's a secret though. It's just that my own nightdreaming is manipulating me! Help!

AND check out his wonderful tum >.> drives me MAAAAAAAD <.< I don't recall any of my BFs ever having one, they all looked like they've just returned from Dachau or like cheap supermodels (not very much of these though).
no need to mention Adrian's GORGEOUS. Everyone can see.

Guaranteed to blow your mind!

2007-07-10T08:01:00.001-07:00

Ok, not really, but I've made some other 100x100 avatars of the Prostitutes, how cool is that.

Emo ones

Not-emo ones /Destroyer's does not deserve something such lame as emo design .D or.. maybe he's just too funny/

Look into my ICONS!

2007-07-10T03:12:00.000-07:00

Lol.. Look into my Eyes is right now my Prostitutes favourite. It's so... uncompromising and, in a way, sexual.
That's probably why I had this dream of doing fellatio to Šmity last night. Bassists.

Anyways! Had a tiny little free time /before going to the bank and the vet with Sufjan./ so I've made these three /i know it's poor/ icons, feel free to use and leave a comment /yup, I know none of you likes Prostitutes, so why should you/

Šmity looks like Adam K. from Big Cheese, only black haired. And older. If I am off of BC one day, I will get him D:

so now I am OFFICIALLY Julian Casablancas in skirts

2007-07-09T11:33:00.000-07:00

I don't know any other member of a band dating their own manager. It's wrong, yet so electric!

I am totally unable to concentrate on anything. I just exist, mostly in some alternative space of mine. Going out of the city for two weeks on friday, which scares the hell out of me. The person living with me is gonna be so PISSED by my romantic jerk attitude.

For your pleasure, pic of Vondráček! He just has twice the hair now. Funny.

Love! Peace!

2007-07-06T09:32:00.000-07:00

And all the other stuff. This summer obviously has THE vibe. Age of the Aquarius! Free love! Spread peace!

I listen to Doors and Velvet Underground and wear a Led Zepp tee, sticking flowers into my loose hair and I wanna be adored /Stone Roses!/. tonight shall be the very beginning of our once legendary borracho pack, alcoholic mob or whatever you want it to be, man! V ondráček plans to take some of his friends, so it looks like we're having a wide age range t'night .D.
I've watched The Doors once again... yup.. I can understand pretty well why they call me Nico all the time D: eventually it's better to be Nico than Pam. I guess.

Laaast niiight....

2007-06-30T09:59:00.000-07:00

...was WONDERFUL! I was really starting to doubt if I am still able to party properly, but last night proved that I am still pretty party-fit.

It's just that I am not really sure who reads this blog, so I better don't write in details, I can just tell you: "sex, drugs and rock'n'roll" still lives!

Btw it all started at the Prostitutes gig, which was brilliant, I am SO gonna put them on my list of bands whose shows I will attend in my own will /so now I have two acts in that list, whoooa/. Now I know the bassist, Šmity, I have been introduced to Martin Destroyer by Vondráček, too, he rocks /they both do/ - he said he would surely come to see us in the Rock Café on the 2nd of august and I bet this is aaaaall heading for an ultimately ubercool show of us and them togetheeer.
I just still have these dark thoughts of leaving the band /for my lack of talent, of course/, but Vondráček seems to really want me in BC, so he calmed my emotional self down a bit.

A bit of my ego came back

2007-06-29T03:27:00.000-07:00

...it was attached to my school index! Yesss, I am officially an intelligent rocker and I love myself for that. This is probably the first year I am pretty proud of myself.

I am considering this Prostitutes gig tonight, Vondracek is trying to get us all there, so if other Cheesers are coming, I probably will too, the Prostitutes rock. Vodka with Red bull for 40 only! Sounds electric, I could stop this abstaining thing for one single night, I hope my tired intestines won't notice.