And the moral is:

Dating musicians is wrong.

At least that's what Control made me be sure of.


I know i may be a lil retarded, seeing it yesterday, but I really really wanted to see it on the big screen WITH someone who would enjoy. And - that happened! my friend Michal was tapping his fingers in the rhythm just as I did, not mentioning the moment when Love will tear us apart started. He laughs like awfully dubbed Dolph Lundgren in one of his 80s movies, which amuses me.

When I find myself in times of trouble...

As my psychologist says: You cannot love others until you learn to love yourself.

Duh. I am stuck in an attitude that makes me disrespect everyone, including myself. And what is worse, it's started two moths ago and it keeps on developing.
All right, there is something called "positive development", too, but honestly.. .I don't see it coming.

Christmas, though, are okay. It turns out that after all, family is the only group of people you can (more or less) count on and because they know you so well, there's no need to disguise your real selves, which I probably do all the time when in public.

I miss Karin.

I've made this photomanip for Fillip, who's being rather sweet and supportive tonight. (And we do not have anything going on between us. Alcohol is tricky)


Posting the original, too. We love the movie.

Let the Sunshine in!

Bloody impressive.

This Sunshine flick is probably best contemporary sci-fi for me. Reminded me of the Event Horizon and maybe even Solaris, but it's just.. well... there are no other words - better. No cliché heroes, no president calls, no great returns, just a story which changes description "interesting-scary-breathtaking" throughout the movie. Plus Cillian Murphy's eyes. Btw. I realized he ALSO does have that.... "short" kind of nose, although not as short as Noel and Adam .D

This is sick(ness)

Lot of things are sick recently.

My discman got sick and DIED.

I got sick and my chances to see Roger Waters DIED.

I've seen some pics of Adam kissing Kolombo and it made me sick and I want to DIE
/I am a slash person, but this is no slash, all right? This is jealousy-worth/

I've watched Saw III and it was pretty sick, but I've let it be followed by Lolita, and that was worth DYING.

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I popped up to one my web-acquaintance's blog, she actually has the same bog skin as I do, just with less red and more greenish blue. I think. I don't remember now. Duh. She writes great poetry in czech, at least the kind of poetry people like ME appreciate. Check it out.