Oh noooes. I've lost my fucking buddy. Just in the time when I am in such desperate need of getting laid. Who's gonna be my Shagileo Gigolo NOW? Ooooooh I feel like a shakespearan character!
But on the other hand this helps me in my plans of getting the absolute power over the world.
Heh. Silliness rocks XD . My ego and good mood came for a visit once again, obviously.
Still not enough ego to rape a random emo guy on our tomorrow's gig, tooooo baaaad.
But at least some left-handed redhead got probably some physical fun tonight, so if I were a team player, I could be content. Kinda. ...! XD
Monday, May 7, 2007
There's no other way for me
than to rule the world. No other option. I have to become an evil ruler of everything.
I hate self-tans
When used on the wrong day of your cosmetic skill biorythm, you'll end up looking like a leper. But I believe that one day I will be so experienced in using this device of doom that noone will notice anything not really natural about my caribbean complexion. On that day I am gonna love myself.
Now - I just wanted to show you my three yaoi gods. Well. Not all of them are gay. But let's say two of them ARE.
So, from the left: Noel, Bri and William, and all of them Richards'. So yeah, no incest here, some other characters are planned to intervene.
Noel - is the youngest, poetic, sensitive soul, introvert, loves reading and writing and likes to study, especially literature, history and philosophy. He used to play various instruments, pretty talented lad, but nowadays he does only flute and just to relax. Basically, people like him for his nature and sense of empathy, but he's not into socializing very much, so he keeps only few close friends, counting in his brothers. He was in love several times, but never had a real working relationship.
Brian - the middle brother. A perfect drama queen. His extremely extrovert character can be obnoxious sometimes, but generally he goes on very well with people, being able to cheer them up almost anytime. He needs to be in the centre of attention. He also draws and likes street art and design. His relationships are a lil bit superficial and he's aware of that, though he may not seem to care. Egomaniac with a good heart.
William - the eldest, but not the wisest everytime. He is very passionate inside, cannot stand injustice, holds grudges, does not trust people easily. In the search of meaning of his life, he tends to lose enthusiasm when disappointed by failure or bad luck. He is very strong and would never really give up though, he just has his blue moments pretty often. He's a maniac into music, especially indie rock, plays guitar on a high level, has a charismatic voice. When it comes to love, he takes it very seriously and is always honest and faithful towards his partner.
Now - I just wanted to show you my three yaoi gods. Well. Not all of them are gay. But let's say two of them ARE.
So, from the left: Noel, Bri and William, and all of them Richards'. So yeah, no incest here, some other characters are planned to intervene. Noel - is the youngest, poetic, sensitive soul, introvert, loves reading and writing and likes to study, especially literature, history and philosophy. He used to play various instruments, pretty talented lad, but nowadays he does only flute and just to relax. Basically, people like him for his nature and sense of empathy, but he's not into socializing very much, so he keeps only few close friends, counting in his brothers. He was in love several times, but never had a real working relationship.
Brian - the middle brother. A perfect drama queen. His extremely extrovert character can be obnoxious sometimes, but generally he goes on very well with people, being able to cheer them up almost anytime. He needs to be in the centre of attention. He also draws and likes street art and design. His relationships are a lil bit superficial and he's aware of that, though he may not seem to care. Egomaniac with a good heart.
William - the eldest, but not the wisest everytime. He is very passionate inside, cannot stand injustice, holds grudges, does not trust people easily. In the search of meaning of his life, he tends to lose enthusiasm when disappointed by failure or bad luck. He is very strong and would never really give up though, he just has his blue moments pretty often. He's a maniac into music, especially indie rock, plays guitar on a high level, has a charismatic voice. When it comes to love, he takes it very seriously and is always honest and faithful towards his partner.
Sunday, May 6, 2007
I'm pretty messed up.
I wonder if I am supposed to be such a psycho by myself or .. is it some tiny little side effect of the pills of hell?
Because basically I am feelin fine, it's just that at some certain points it's like a total lost of vital enthusiasm, which is in my case almost like the apocalypse. I desperately need a new impulse, new drive, new meanings. Because this is pretty unbearable. It's like being in doubt about everything. I need something, anything, that would restore my ego, that would make me proud of myself once again, but, well, maybe I want too much, how soon was Hiroshima a real, living city after the bombing?
And on the top of it all, I have to claim it's my fault and anyone else's, because certain people could start being pathetic again. And that's the last bloody thing I need now. I need to enjoy myself. And know that I am good. I don't need to know how bad are others. No fu*king way.
Because basically I am feelin fine, it's just that at some certain points it's like a total lost of vital enthusiasm, which is in my case almost like the apocalypse. I desperately need a new impulse, new drive, new meanings. Because this is pretty unbearable. It's like being in doubt about everything. I need something, anything, that would restore my ego, that would make me proud of myself once again, but, well, maybe I want too much, how soon was Hiroshima a real, living city after the bombing?
And on the top of it all, I have to claim it's my fault and anyone else's, because certain people could start being pathetic again. And that's the last bloody thing I need now. I need to enjoy myself. And know that I am good. I don't need to know how bad are others. No fu*king way.
That's not me at all
-planning my birthday parties. But.. well... 18 is a whole lotta years! Of course the number has lost my respect, or at least big part of it as I used to have it in my younger days, but still - I think that if I met Julian Casablancas and told him "I am 17, shag me", it would have much smaller chances for succes than "I am 18 now, I was wondering if that prevents all remorses you could have after our theoretical sexual intercourse".
So, I am thinking of two places - Lehká hlava, a veggie restaurant, where I'd probably invite my friends from school, and I mean like really VIP folks, because the room that could be possibly reserved has space for cca 8 people. I would probably buy some nachos with guacamole and salsa there, so people who'd be invited would not have to order anything by themselves if they are sooo pooor just like me.
Second one is my favourite coctail bar Al Capone's, near the National theatre, pretty good prices and the drink list is just worth checking out. Cause that's one of our fav places w/ Soc, I hope she will come, too. When I am done with planning, I will make some invitations and be sure to come .) at least to one of the places! Just make your 18-19 weekend nights free .)
So, I am thinking of two places - Lehká hlava, a veggie restaurant, where I'd probably invite my friends from school, and I mean like really VIP folks, because the room that could be possibly reserved has space for cca 8 people. I would probably buy some nachos with guacamole and salsa there, so people who'd be invited would not have to order anything by themselves if they are sooo pooor just like me.
Second one is my favourite coctail bar Al Capone's, near the National theatre, pretty good prices and the drink list is just worth checking out. Cause that's one of our fav places w/ Soc, I hope she will come, too. When I am done with planning, I will make some invitations and be sure to come .) at least to one of the places! Just make your 18-19 weekend nights free .)
Saturday, May 5, 2007
Back of my head is fu*king famous!
So shut up, all my disrespectful enemies! Bwahahaaaaa!! Oh hell yeah, that's my hair in front of Prkno, bassguitarist from one of my former bands. Or actually from two of my former bands.
Yep, this picture is to be found on indes.cz, from now on the best news server around. Yay. Thanks god they didn't post something with my face visible, I'd go kill myself.
Oh, and we played yesterday, the hardware sucked bad so I was screwing it all up pretty much, and also I am getting this awful habit - breaking drumsticks. What am I, a hard rock drummer? Geez. I had kinda melancholic mood, and... well.... yes... I was thinking of him. Thanksfully when I've got to read his most recent blogpost, I got so disgusted, that I seem to be ok again. Ohmygod, ohmygod. Life is fun.
Tuesday, May 1, 2007
Burn the Witch!!
Thanks god I am dyed to brown. Otherwise I bet that pack of /eeeeeeeeeeew!!/ metalists would burn me with no shame or pity. This way the only one reminding me of a medieval witch was probably Shippy, but I guess he's not obnoxious enough towards all these metalmongers to be burnt to death.
We continued at PrAndy's place, although it was a bit crowded for me, so I've hidden my shy self into PrAndy's sister's room, which is, thanks to the presence of all kinds of horse pictures, riding utils and such, kind of scary - with lights off it was a bit less horrifying.
i was followed by Adam and Karin and despite the fact I really did want to sleep, I was forced into night-long conversation about everything including London, Shippy and the "fucking buddies phenomenon".
Let's post Adam's pics:
We continued at PrAndy's place, although it was a bit crowded for me, so I've hidden my shy self into PrAndy's sister's room, which is, thanks to the presence of all kinds of horse pictures, riding utils and such, kind of scary - with lights off it was a bit less horrifying.
i was followed by Adam and Karin and despite the fact I really did want to sleep, I was forced into night-long conversation about everything including London, Shippy and the "fucking buddies phenomenon".
Let's post Adam's pics:
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