ohmygod

It's not just the hangover - I mean it's neither physical nor emotional hangover, but the old good PURE moral hangover. What the hell was I doing?

I tried to be like Grace Kelly, why doesn't he like me, oh listening to Mika helps me a lot.

I mean, sometimes there are bugs in your mind you've learnt to ignore or, well, *live* with them peacefully, but, like my friend said, it's just like the alcohol just tried to pull them all from the back of your brain. I hope one day I will end up like Adam Benda or Cathack, I mean, an abstinent. This sucks.